| well im in malaysia now just finish working out so i thought i would update my xanga. my trip in hong kong was good got to visit the fam which was great. and got lots of red envolpes hehe. cant wait for next week cuz my parents are taking me to the beach which is like the cleanest and best cant wait! im kinda homesick..miss all my friends and i know they miss me too =P. oooo gota go my mom's making food yumm. til next time. |
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The Year 2006
[ Resolutions ]
1) Get a JOB.
2) Go back to school.
3) Work out and eat healthy.
4) Find the right guy haha.
5) Make peace with my friends.
[Fill in the Blank]
1) This year, I will turn 20 years old.
2) I will go into my first year at college grade.
3) I will be going to City for school.
4) This summer I will be moving and/or working.
5) I will try to work really hard in school and work.
6) I want to accomplish school.
7) I hope to get my life back on track.
8) I want to know that my friends will like me for who i am.
9) I will visit my family in hong kong and malaysia in jan and feb.
10) I want to WORK.
[Questions]
1) Will you be graduating this year?
Nope.
2) If so, what grade are you going into or if going to college than what school are you going to attend?
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3) Are you going to camp this summer? Where?
No camps are for geeks.
4) How many candles will be on your next birthday cake?
20!
5) What new responsibilites will you undertake?
So many i dont even know where to start!
2005 SURVEY
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Got my license.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Nope i broke in within the first week, and yes i will be making more resolutions.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes my very close friend Steph and some other girls that i know.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes lost two very close family members RIP.
5. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
A car.
6. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
January 2005 because thats me and von's first date..he took me ice skating outdoors and ate at a fancy place.
7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting my license after soo many years. im so proud of myself!
8. What was your biggest failure?
Choosing my ex over my job and met some really fake friends.
9. What was the best thing you bought?
I dont know cuz i buy too many things.
10. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Everyone.
11. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Im going to leave that blank cuz im not naming names.
12. Where did most of your money go?
CLOTHES.
13. What did you get really really excited about?
Moving out (again), got the best job at Home Depot, got my license, my birthday, and last but not least having the best memories and moments with von.
14. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Soul meets body..death cab for cuties.
15. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Making good decisions.
16. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being careless.
17. How will you be spending Christmas?
Well i spent my christmas first going to china town to eat breakfast with my aunt and uncle then went to fremont to meet up the whole family and just ate and played with the kids.
18. Did you fall in love in 2005?
Yes i did and i fell out of love too.
19. How many one-night stands?
No comment.
20. What was your favorite TV program?
Nip tuck, family guy, simpsons, sex and the city, that 70's show, and laguna beach.
21. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yes i do.
22. What was the best book you read?
Harry Potter.
23. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i dont know.
24. What did you want and get?
Nip tuck season 1 and 2 and an iPod.
25. What did you want and not get?
an iPod and a shirt.
26. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
My birthday was on October 15..on that day we went to eat pho and went shopping on teligraph and then on the weekend went to a 21+ club with my girls it was one of the best birthdays..o and i turned 19!
27. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If i had made some good chooses and if me and my friends didnt have some drama.
28. Fashion concept in 2005?
Cropped pants, volcom and triple 5 soul sweaters, seatbelt belt, vans, and a toge bag.
29. What kept you sane?
My bestest friend in the world David Valgo and Shopping!
30. What political issue stirred you the most?
None
31. Who did you miss?
My bestest friend in the world David Valgo cuz he moved to seattle for a year now but we still talk everyday.
32. Who was the best new person you met? Became better friends with?
My friend Jen met her in the beginning of the year now shes like my boyfriend haha, and i became very close to david in the past year.
33. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005?
Dont trust everyone you meet even tho if u love them because they can be lying to you right in your face and still think you're that stupid to believe it. Im not gona say who but i learned that first hand and even tho we're friends now deep down in my heart i still hate him.
34. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad world
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| damn hate this weather no wonder ive been sick for almost a month haha. ive been thinking a lot lately bout some of my friends and thinking if we're true friends or not. its like do i have to get hated on to be in the group? is that our way of jumping one into the group? well on top of that i still cant find a damn job so money has been kinda tight lately i hope next year will be a better year for me!
i might be going to hk malaysia and japan in jan..its really good i needa get away from here for awhile. i wanna spend my chinese new years in hk with my fam i missed them so much. well other then that i think thats all.
Merry early Christmas to everyone!!
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| ive been having lots of thoughts running thru my mind these past months and i dont even know where to start. i feel that if only one person in the relationship is trying and the other one is just taking it in then thats not a relationship at all..it should be equal. im glad ive learn from those mistakes and from that i feel like im a stronger person..im just gonna chill off relationships for awhile and let love find me.
as for family theres just so much to tell..just bits and pieces everywhere. even tho my family is all screwed up i still love them to death and nothing will ever change that. im very glad that i have such great friends by my side and i know and they know that i will do almost anything for them..my friends are my family and im so thankful they stuck by me thru my breakups and hookups..laugher and tears..cuz in the end i do the same for them.
well i dont know if anyone still reads this but this is me for now..i think i just needa get away for awhile and get my mind straight.
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